2nd day i felt was rather bad.
Mainly cos i know many other groups dislike us, plus the allies thing.
A friend said they're jealous cos we were alr noisy the first day, or maybe because of ours leaders.
Cos i think the leaders reflect the whole group.
Maybe we seemed complacent, i dont know.
All i know was, my mood was really low on the 2nd day.
I couldnt help but cry.

Honestly i dislike our leaders.
Our views & comments, all ignored.
Damn sad.
They love to lead, but cannot lead.
Im sorry to say, but the truth always hurt.
& its not just my opinion alone.

Maybe its just this particular guy.
He loves to steal the limelight.
Others come up with the cheer, but he leads even though he isnt the best at it.
No, it wasnt me who came up with the cheer.
So im not being biased neither am i just standing up for myself.

Im always loud & super enthu during camps.
Honestly i love leading, i love camps.
This is the first ever camp i took a step back & couldnt bother less about anything.
Yes, people find it surprising.
Im sorry if thats not the right attitude.
But i felt nothing much could be done, seriously.
Everyone was fighting to lead.
So i figured if no one took a step back, we'd be fighting within our own empire & not against the rest.
Whats the point then?
No matter how lousy they are, none of us really bothered to stand up.
We just sat back & got involved in our own conversations since we knew nothing we said would work.
Or was it because we didnt try?
Maybe.
I didnt have the mood for anything cos things were alr so bad.
sigh x(

Time and again Yeeping & Alvin stressed that they should take a step back & give others a chance.
Most did.
Except that shittiest ONE.
The loudest, lamest, most overly enthu ONE guy.
SUCKS.
Some Serpions said their friends from other group told them that they dislike our leaders.
& its not just one or two groups who said that.
oh man.
To be that prominent & disliked by many is damn sad.

Still, thank God i had the company of ZhaoPei, Sanji, Sam, Jacintha, Miral, Monster Edwin, Shihan, Xavier & Josca (:
You guys made OTC so much better :D:D:D:D:D
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That aside.

Nightwalk was DAMN SCARY.
When it was our turn i asked Josca "Eh, are you scared anot?"
He told me "Okay only la"
& he seemed so calm you know
THEN.. when we reached outside the door, he die die didnt want to walk last.
SUPER AHGUA! AHAHAHAH.

But still cute la okay! Ha (:

Thankfully Sanji was there to be our hero!